[8/18/25]

Sorry for being inactive. Life got too much and my priorities have changed.

But I'm back now. Hopefully.

And I think I'm going to focus more on writing since I have been hyperfixated on it.

Especially lyrics.

And I'm still trying to write lyrics of my own, but I'll start with writing poetry since.. it's technically lyrics without the melodies and the beats.

At least according to the video I watched by 12tone.

You can watch it here by the way :]

But besides writing, I also have been trying to do vocal training after I listened to Tot Musica and RuLe by Ado.

I'm not a fanatic nor a stan of hers, but I do like how she screams into my ears.

It feels very therapeutic even if I don't understand a single thing she's saying.

Going back to vocal training however, I have seen improvements just by warming up and generally speaking more in my day-to-day life. And my voice is quite weak since I became mute after quarantine happened.

Right now, I'm focusing on breath support. And it's quite difficult for me, actually. So much so that I'm ready to submerge myself underwater to increase my lung capacity.

Maybe I will. We do have a large drum filled with water that I think I can fit in.

If not, then I guess I'll just put my head underwater instead of my entire body :[